Gaining Weight

“Pyl, nibus-ok ka” Those three words are music to my ears. Especially these two months where I travelled back to my hometown to meet with family and old friends. It has been my lifelong desire to gain weight, but the years proved to me its almost an impossible task. It seemed like I did what I could — I worked […]

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Breathing

It’s crazy how insane my schedule is. It’s crazy how many things are going on simultaneously. It’s crazy how many things I need to keep my mind on. It’s crazy how I am not stepping up to the responsibilities given to me. I am writing this for the only fact that I am breathing. That […]

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Mission #001 Notes

Recently, Taal happened in the Philippines. If you want to know more details than what I just gave you, you would have to ask it from a much better person than me. Yet, Taal happened. Knowing I had ideas for probable solutions, knowing that my neighbors are in distress while I’m in comfort, knowing that […]

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On The Pruning of Power

I was a young ambitious man. I was always at the edge of my seat, volunteering for every opportunity that I can see. I want to prove to the big bosses that I am the very best one, the very hardworking worker, the very talented person that they will ever meet in their lifetime. I […]

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My 2020 Goals

It has been my yearly personal tradition to write a year’s worth of goals before a new year begins. Last year I wrote only two. This year I have written quite many. Here are my 2020 goals: Release 3 Python apps Workout (intensely) atleast once every two weeks Go on a mission trip Reform social […]

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I was loved before I was born!

I was loved before I was born! I was planned, pushed through against odds, willed! I was the reason why someone willingly risked having five children to support, just to have the chance to have me! I was the reason why someone who’s gravely addicted to smoking quit his years-long vice, cold-turkey, to prepare for […]

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A Glimpse Of Mortality

25 whole years in. And I’m still alive. Surprise. I remember the first time I cursed my existence. I was a wee kindergarten, I think. I remember the time where I attempted suicide, rushing myself to a busy road hoping to get crushed by a rushing car. I remember the times where I questioned the […]

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In Search of Joy In Work

Recently I’ve been struggling in my idea of enjoying work. Work has been non-stop both for my startup and my dayjob, and burnout just seems to be around the corner. I’ve been finding it difficult to enjoy doing my work. And it bothers me, both the struggle from the high demands of my work and […]

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